The way you feel about him.

Is the way I feel about you.
Be seeing you.

IO is fun

I've joined a few socities now, I don't say much unless it's dark and there's some movie on that the entire room is taking the piss out of... the other one is a RPG club thing, never really tried it before, but it might be fun. On another note, I've yet to recive my laptop and had to replace my most professional note taker with someone called noha... lets hope he doesn't throw too many animals about >_> I now know at least one person in each class, the one in phycology being the deaf girl Justine, in physics there's colin(the purple type)Elaine (the one who got me drinking) and Amy (the one who got me on drugs >_>), and maths is physics + Dave-ed (the stressful one *narrows eyes* *shakes fist* ect. ect.) in any case, it dosen't matter than much anyway, since I'm normally too sleepy to work out what's going on, nevermind keeping up a side conversation with any of them, although it would be nice if the person who talked to me the most was one of them, and not my physics note-taker >_> but he's nice enough I suppose, I don't know, I've just gone on to a ramble. So Be Seeing You and........................................................... goodnight

again here I am, with nothing else to do...

and nothing much to type, nothing much has happened, just a few twists of fate making things easier. First socity meeting today, I might have more to talk about after that, well, I'll HOPEFULLY have something to talk about after that >_> I now know two more people that are in both my physics and maths classes, one I already knew, but they only joined the class today, and the other seems like a new purple type person, hopefully they'll have the personality to pull it off, anyway, for a post that's not saying much I refuse to type untill the end of the little box >_> I'll just type to half way though... there.

in uni about uni

The libary is quiet place on a saturday night, and it's only tuesday morning...
Yellow submarine references out of the way, this is my 3 hour gap between physics and phycology, in which untill I find a friend with a suitable timetable I spend alone, at first I went to the top floor to get away from the noise of lunch in the QMU but now I eat outside and go to the computer room afterwards, there's not much to do here... I can't really work right now, since everything so far in the lectures have been things I already know, but in about a week it'll all be new and confusing, and I'll have something to do. I haven't met many people, I've seen a few people from the summer school I went to, so them and the few people from the high school that are around are the only people I know so far. Hopefully by going to events such as a uni LAN party set up by the uni gaming socity, and the beer and doughnuts day set up by the physics socity, that will change, hopefully labs will help as well, since I seem to have seprated from the people I know doing my subjects because of my surname I'll have no choice but to try and talk to someone... I knew I should have changed my name to anderson. >_> Anyway signing off from the maths level of the building, be seeing you and be very thankful that you have more than five minute conversations with your friends *bows and exits stage left*

Uni.

I'm too ill and about to collapse to accurately recall any of it at the moment, but that will come in time, it's been 50% amazing time and 50% complete nightmare, with nothing being in the middle... I've only met two people I can talk to, and I don't expect to hear from them again, although it would be nice to think they won't completely forget about me. I think I may be getting overconfident when it comes to the courses them selfs...>_> but I think I'm actually looking forward to doing the work... which is really quite odd for someone who normally does nothing at all. After the first overly stressful day, I found myself back on medication, which I'd managed to no longer need in the summer holidays, but now need again >_> anyway, so far I've two bad days and a good day, lets hope tomorrow brings balance! Currently I think I'll be alone for most of uni, which was the first plan anyway, hopefully I can manage to have a few one-to-one friendships, but I think any groups would be death for me. I've found that the best way to talk to anyone in a bar is to stand outside it, yay for the smoking ban >_> Thanks for listening, whoever may still be out there *bows*
Be Seeing You.

oh look, not much change again

Confidence
LowHigh
2
Openness
LowHigh
20
Extroversion
LowHigh
20
Empathy
LowHigh
90
Trust in others
LowHigh
78
Agency
LowHigh
22
Masculinity
LowHigh
2
Femininity
LowHigh
82
Spontaneity
LowHigh
60
Attention to style
LowHigh
70
Authoritarianism
LowHigh
0
Earthy/Imaginative
ImaginativeEarthy
10
Aesthetic/Functional
FunctionalAesthetic
10

It's been a while...

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

... and I haven't changed much >_>

Yeah, copying from other blogs, a first time for anything >_>

do them both if you want
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=oomad
http://kevan.org/johari?name=oomad
be seeing you

And it's that time again.

When flies invade my house giving me something to post about...
but no, my battle with the many flies will have to wait untill I can relate to it, so moving on...
there's too many people, I think it's about time the planet wiped out alot of us.... yeah, that's the mood I'm in.
not a good mood when meeting new people for the first time, which happens to be happening tomorrow, or in fact today, since it's almost 4am... it' been a while since I've been up this late, I forget how peaceful the streets are when they aren't full of what we now call life... sitting motionless in our own personal ovens, which through our own inactivity, will kill us.
I'm getting tired of this world, lets just hurry up and start over already... [/bad mood]
be seeing you and goodnight

I AM THE JANITOR OF TIME

Time, thoughts, x-men, oomad, scrubs, wario ware, 23, psychology, fate, zen Buddhists, tarot cards, dream, australia, lost, doctor, everybody votes channel, family of unrelated blood, hotel dusk, unseen mixer, timing, and too many coincidences to remain unnoticed, have led me to this conclusion.

Be Seeing You.

Something about strawberry wine.

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Be Seeing You, and goodnight.

Not drawing pictures at the cafe

I started this school year with the thought "I need a holiday" which is what ended up happening. I've had the holiday from life I needed and with the help of little green pills I'm happy. And in the words The Last Town Chorus: "it's not over, untill I say it's over".

Word Whore.

emolument: the wages or perquisites arising from office, employment, or labor.
palindrome: a word, verse, phrase, or sentence that reads the same backward or forward.
deprecate: to disapprove of; also, to belittle.
bivouac: a usually temporary encampment; also, to encamp.
umbrage: offense; resentment.
incipient: beginning to exist or appear.
dapple: a small contrasting blotch; also, to mark with spots.
pugnacious: combative; quarrelsome.
capitulate: to surrender under agreed conditions.
susurrus: a whispering or rustling sound.
thaumaturgy: the performing of miracles or magic.
capacious: able to contain much.
glower: to stare angrily or with a scowl.
canorous: melodious; musical.
repast: a meal.
spoonerism: the transposition of usually initial sounds in a pair of words.
tenebrous: dark; gloomy.
nescience: lack of knowledge or awareness.
gewgaw: a trinket; a bauble.
effulgence: the state of being bright and radiant.
assuage: to soften; to ease, or lessen.
exiguity: smallness; thinness; the quality of being meager.
seriatim: in a series; one after another.
tmesis: in grammar and rhetoric, the separation of the parts of a compound word.
chthonic: dwelling in or under the earth; also, pertaining to the underworld.
objurgate: to scold or rebuke sharply.
plethora: excess.
lissom: supple; nimble.
badinage: light, playful talk.
propitious: presenting favorable circumstances.
inclement: harsh; severe -- especially said of the weather.
kobold: a kind of domestic spirit in German mythology.
knell: the stoke of a bell tolled at a funeral.
cogent: appealing to the mind or to reason; convincing.
regale: to entertain with something that delights.
mordant: biting; caustic; sarcastic.
agog: in eager desire.
captious: disposed to find fault or raise objections.
arbitrage: the nearly simultaneous purchase and sale of an asset in order to profit from price discrepancies.
redoubt: a stronghold.
chichi: affectedly trendy.
taw: a large marble.
vexillology: the study of flags.
quorum: such a number of the officers or members of any body as is legally competent to transact business.
abscond: to depart secretly.
virtu: love of or taste for fine objects of art; also, productions of art.
junta: a governmental council or committee, esp. one that rules after a revolution.
gamut: a complete extent or range.
lexicon: a dictionary; also, the vocabulary of a person, group, etc.
aestival: of or belonging to the summer.
slugabed: one who stays in bed until a late hour.
desultory: jumping from subject to subject; erratic; inconsistent.
irascible: easily provoked to anger.
acumen: quickness or keenness of perception or discernment.
scion: a descendant; an heir.
bandog: a large and fierce dog.
multifarious: having great diversity or variety.
sublunary: situated beneath the moon; terrestrial.
ebullient: high-spirited.
Brobdingnagian: gigantic; enormous.
extant: still existing.
verdant: green.
Whig: a friend and supporter of the American Revolution.
trepidation: a state of dread or alarm; apprehension.
torrid: drying or scorching with heat; burning; parching.
gnomic: uttering, containing, or characterized by maxims.
comity: a state of mutual harmony, friendship, and respect.
tyro: a novice.
avarice: an excessive desire of gain; greediness.
eke: to gain or supplement with great effort or difficulty.
tittle-tattle: idle, trifling talk.
bellwether: a leader or leading indicator.
torpid: dull; sluggish; apathetic.
grok: to understand.
ameliorate: to make or grow better.
bestow: to give or confer.
comestible: suitable to be eaten.
requisite: required; indispensable.
prolix: wordy.
sobriquet: a nickname.
Zeitgeist: the spirit of the time.
numismatics: the collection and study of coins.
palpable: plain; distinct; obvious.
listless: having no desire or inclination.
antediluvian: extremely old.
melee: a confused conflict.
genial: sympathetically cheerful and cheering; kindly.
raucous: unpleasantly loud and harsh.
aberrant: abnormal.
diffident: bashful or unassertive.
superfluous: more than is wanted or is sufficient.
gregarious: seeking and enjoying the company of others.
erudite: characterized by extensive reading or knowledge.
insouciant: Marked by blithe unconcern; nonchalant.
salubrious: healthful.
verbiage: an overabundance of words.
ascribe: to attribute.
jovial: merry; joyous; jolly.
adamant: not susceptible to persuasion; unyielding.
desideratum: something desired.
ersatz: being a substitute or imitation.
solace: comfort in grief.
triskaidekaphobia: fear of the number 13.
stoic: indifferent to or unaffected by pleasure or pain; also, one who is stoic.
encumbrance: a burden, impediment, or hindrance.
puerile: juvenile; childish.
innocuous: harmless; also, unlikely to offend or provoke.
colloquial: characteristic of informal spoken language.
eleemosynary: relating to charity; charitable.
dour: stern or unyielding or gloomy.
incongruous: lacking in harmony.
winsome: light-hearted.
apposite: of striking appropriateness and relevance.
tumult: the commotion or agitation of a crowd.
parvenu: an upstart; one newly risen in class or economic status.
riparian: of or pertaining to the bank of a river.
dilatory: given to, or marked by, procrastination or delay.
edify: to instruct and improve.
impecunious: habitually without money; poor.
polyglot: speaking or containing many languages.
sedulous: diligent in application or pursuit.
juju: an object superstitiously believed to embody magical powers.
chagrin: acute vexation or embarrassment.
metier: an occupation, especially in which one excels.
facile: easily done or performed.
perforce: by necessity.
evanescent: fleeting.
quotidian: occurring daily; also, ordinary.
specious: apparently right but not so in reality.
munificent: very generous.
indolent: lazy; inactive.
intransigent: uncompromising.
tortuous: marked by repeated turns and bends.
paucity: fewness; insufficiency.
autodidact: one who is self-taught.
fatuous: inanely foolish; stupid; also, llusory.
complement: something that fills up or completes.
taciturn: not inclined to talk.
en masse: all together; as a whole.
confluence: a flowing or coming together.
maudlin: excessively sentimental.
enervate: to weaken.
recondite: difficult to understand.
paroxysm: an outburst; a fit.
copious: large in quantity; also, affording an abundant supply.
exalt: to praise, glorify, or honor.
erroneous: containing or characterized by error.
prescience: knowledge of events before they take place.
ineluctable: impossible to avoid or evade.
obdurate: hardened in feelings or in wrongdoing; unyielding.
banal: commonplace; trivial.
affable: easy to speak to; also, gracious.
noisome: offensive or disgusting; also, harmful; unwholesome.
exacerbate: to aggravate; to make worse.
misnomer: a misnaming.
lackadaisical: lacking spirit or liveliness.
hauteur: haughtiness; arrogance.
skulk: to hide in a sneaking manner.
voluble: characterized by a ready flow of speech.
ostracize: to banish or expel.
autocrat: a ruler with unlimited authority.
beholden: obliged; indebted.
aplomb: confidence; coolness.
disheveled: in loose disorder; disarranged.
precocious: characterized by or characteristic of exceptionally early development.
reticent: inclined to keep silent.
legerdemain: sleight of hand.
vituperate: to overwhelm with wordy abuse.
foment: to nurse to life or activity; to incite.
contumely: rudeness compounded of haughtiness and contempt.
philomath: a lover of learning; a scholar.
aesthete: one who cultivates great sensitivity to beauty.
nefarious: wicked in the extreme.
proclivity: a natural inclination.
flout: to treat with contempt and disregard.
sesquipedalian: (of words) long; having many syllables.
inchoate: partly but not fully in existence or operation.
circumlocution: the use of many words to express an idea that might be expressed by few.
wayworn: wearied by traveling.
potable: drinkable; also, a beverage, especially an alcoholic one.
crepuscular: pertaining to twilight.
doppelganger: a ghostly double.
chimerical: merely imaginary; fanciful.
sybarite: a person devoted to luxury and pleasure.
gourmand: one who enjoys good food in great quantities.
animadversion: harsh criticism or disapproval.
desuetude: disuse.
pusillanimous: cowardly.
inculcate: to teach and impress by frequent repetition or instruction.
mien: demeanor; also, aspect; appearance.
garrulous: talkative; also, wordy.
aggrandize: to make or make appear great or greater.
sojourn: to dwell for a time; also, a temporary stay.
bombast: pompous or pretentious speech or writing.
cupidity: eager or excessive desire, especially for wealth.
berate: to scold severely or angrily.
supererogatory: going beyond what is required or expected; also, superfluous, unnecessary.
encomium: expression of praise.
sardonic: scornful, mocking.
raconteur: one who excels in telling stories and anecdotes.
polymath: a person of great or varied learning.
extempore: without premeditation or preparation.
blandishment: flattering speech or action.
hugger-mugger: secret; also, muddled, disorderly.
quiddity: the essence or nature of a thing.
implacable: incapable of being pacified.
edacious: given to eating.
surfeit: an excessive amount; also, to supply to excess.
perspicacity: clearness of understanding.
aberrant: abnormal.
ennui: a feeling of weariness and dissatisfaction arising from lack of interest.
invidious: tending to provoke envy or ill will.
jocund: light-hearted; mirthful.
panoply: a splendid or impressive array.
miscreant: a scoundrel, a villain; also, a heretic.
fugacious: lasting but a short time.
respite: an interval of rest or relief.
somnolent: drowsy; also, tending to cause sleepiness.
cavil: to raise trivial objections; also, a trivial objection.
daedal: skillful; artistic; ingenious.
sang-froid: coolness in trying circumstances.
clinquant: tinsel.
assiduous: constant in application or attention.
intractable: not easily governed, managed, or directed.
detritus: debris.
eschew: to shun; to avoid.
apogee: the highest point.
cant: empty, solemn speech.
imbroglio: a complicated and embarrassing state of things.
levity: frivolity.
choler: anger.
inure: to make used to; also, to take or have effect.
bonhomie: pleasant and easy manner.
land of Nod: sleep.
ineffable: incapable of being expressed.
vociferous: clamorous; noisy.
beneficence: the practice of doing good.
plenary: full; complete.
lassitude: lack of vitality or energy.
chary: wary; cautious.
descry: to catch sight of; to detect.
cynosure: a center of attention.
fin de siecle: characteristic of the close of the century; sophisticated; world-weary.
segue: to proceed without interruption.
palimpsest: an object or place whose older layers or aspects are apparent.
bete noire: something or someone particularly detested or avoided.
farrago: an assortment; a medley.
expatiate: to speak or write at length.
nadir: the lowest point.
protean: readily assuming different shapes or forms.
fulsome: offensive from excess of praise.
constitutional: a walk taken for one's health.
quondam: former; sometime.
sinecure: an office or position that involves little work or responsibility.
vainglory: excessive pride or vain display.
canard: an unfounded or false report.
gainsay: to contradict; to deny.
portend: to foreshadow; to bode.
ratiocination: the process of reasoning.
equivocate: to be deliberately ambiguous or unclear.
frisson: a brief moment of intense excitement.
tchotchke: a trinket; a knickknack.
inveigh: to rail (against some person or thing).
propound: to put forward for consideration.
acrid: sharp and harsh; bitter.
lachrymose: given to causing tears.
fop: a man who is vain about his dress and appearance.
defenestrate: to throw out of a window.
brio: vigor; vivacity.
supercilious: disdainfully arrogant.
gesticulate: to make gestures or motions.
probity: complete and confirmed integrity.
inveterate: deep-rooted; of long standing.
Hobson's choice: a choice without an alternative.
rebarbative: repellent; irritating.
afflatus: a divine inspiration.
comport: to behave (oneself) in a particular manner.
sunder: to break apart.
espy: to see at a glance.
compunction: anxiety or unease from guilt; also, a scruple.
venial: capable of being forgiven; excusable.
gimcrack: a showy but useless or worthless object.
truculent: fierce; savage; ferocious.
unctuous: marked by a false or smug earnestness or agreeableness.
celerity: quickness; swiftness.
vehement: marked by intensity of emotions or convictions.
putative: commonly thought or deemed; supposed.
wheedle: to entice by flattery.
stolid: unexcitable; unemotional.
lugubrious: mournful; gloomy; dismal.
abjure: to renounce, reject, or shun.
vicissitude: a change in condition or fortune.
redress: to set right.
ubiquitous: being everywhere.
propinquity: nearness.
venal: capable of being bought; also, corruptible.
obviate: to anticipate and dispose of or make unnecessary.
mellifluous: flowing sweetly or smoothly.
prestidigitation: sleight of hand.
gastronome: a lover of good food and drink.
exculpate: to clear from alleged fault or guilt.
diaphanous: allowing light to pass through.
supernumerary: exceeding a necessary or usual number.
indomitable: incapable of being subdued or overcome.
argot: a specialized vocabulary peculiar to a particular group.
impugn: to call in question; to make insinuations against.
lascivious: lewd; lustful.
parsimony: excessive sparingness in the expenditure of money.
atrabilious: irritable; ill-natured.
peccadillo: a slight offense; a petty fault.
logorrhea: excessive talkativeness.
travail: painful, arduous work; also, agony, anguish.
acquiesce: to accept or consent passively or without objection.
elucidate: to make clear or manifest.
recalcitrant: stubbornly resistant to and defiant of authority or restraint.
abstemious: temperate; abstinent; refraining from indulgence.
gravitas: high seriousness.
Ides: the fifteenth day of March, May, July, and October, and the thirteenth day of the other months.
mendacious: untruthful; also, untrue.
verdure: greenness.
emblazon: to display pompously; to decorate.
collude: to act in concert; to conspire.
risible: exciting or provoking laughter.
surcease: cessation; stop; end.
adumbrate: to outline; also, to foreshadow; also, to suggest; also, to shade.
Elysium: paradise.
demagogue: a leader who obtains power by means of appeals to the emotions and prejudices of the populace.
augury: an omen; prediction.
fulminate: to issue or utter verbal attacks or censures.
sycophant: one who seeks favor by flattery; a toady.
vitiate: to make faulty or imperfect.
factious: addicted to form parties and raise dissensions.
quiescent: at rest; still; inactive.
purblind: having greatly reduced vision.
coxcomb: a vain, showy fellow.
chicanery: the use of trickery to deceive.
habitue: one who habitually frequents a place.
pellucid: transparent, clear; also, easily understandable.
buss: a kiss; to kiss.
factitious: artificial; not authentic or genuine.
profligate: shamelessly immoral; also, recklessly wasteful.
bedaub: to besmear; also, to overdecorate.
bifurcate: to divide into two branches.
contumacious: obstinate; stubbornly disobedient.
firmament: the sky; the heavens.
arcane: understood or known by only a few.
perfunctory: done routinely.
temerity: unreasonable or foolhardy contempt of danger.
superannuated: old; discharged or disqualified on account of old age.
egregious: outrageously bad.
tutelary: guardian; protecting.
condign: deserved; adequate.
lambent: playing on the surface; flickering.
confabulation: familiar talk.
expiate: to make amends for; to atone for.
somniferous: causing or inducing sleep.
aubade: a song greeting the dawn.
cogitate: to think; to ponder.
persiflage: frivolous or bantering talk.
obfuscate: to darken or obscure.
calumny: malicious misrepresentation; slander.
ablution: the washing of the body or some part of it.
undulate: to move in waves.
cosset: to treat with excessive indulgence; to pamper.
subterfuge: a deceptive device or stratagem.
kismet: destiny; fate.
turpitude: baseness; depravity.
ephemeral: short-lived.
inveigle: to persuade or obtain by ingenuity or flattery.
portentous: foreboding; ominous.
facetious: playfully jocular; humorous.
deign: to condescend.
restive: resisting control; stubborn.
schadenfreude: a malicious satisfaction in the misfortunes of others.
pari passu: at an equal pace or rate.
mawkish: sickly or excessively sentimental.
panache: dash or flamboyance in manner or style.
adventitious: added extrinsically; not essentially inherent.
kvetch: to complain habitually.
pejorative: disparaging; belittling.
cognoscente: a person with special knowledge.
alacrity: a cheerful readiness, willingness, or promptness.
bravura: a showy display.
vivify: to endue with life; to enliven.
sonorous: yielding sound; impressive in sound.
anathema: a curse; a person or thing cursed, or intensely disliked.
laconic: using or marked by the use of a minimum of words.
deleterious: harmful.
platitude: a banal, trite, or stale thought or remark.
quash: to annul; also, to crush; to subdue.
meretricious: tawdry.
bumptious: crudely, presumptuously, or noisily self-assertive.
laudable: praiseworthy; commendable.
inamorata: a woman whom one is in love with.
penchant: a strong liking.
disconcert: to disturb the composure of.
physiognomy: the face or appearance.
masticate: to chew.
sempiternal: everlasting; eternal.
harangue: a speech addressed to a public assembly; also, a noisy or pompous speech.
supernal: being on high; celestial.
rubicund: inclining to redness; ruddy.
moribund: dying.
apothegm: a short, witty, and instructive saying.
wastrel: a person who wastes; a loafer.
malodorous: having a bad odor.
plangent: beating with a loud or deep sound; also, expressing sadness.
immure: to enclose within or as if within walls.
rara avis: a rare or unique person or thing.
scapegrace: one who is wild and reckless.
ruminate: to chew the cud; also, to ponder; to reflect.
hirsute: covered with hair or bristles.
admonition: gentle or friendly reproof; friendly warning.
abrogate: to annul; to do away with.
importunate: troublesomely urgent.
kitsch: art in pretentious bad taste.
monomania: obsession with a single subject.
ribald: characterized by, or given to, vulgar humor.
febrile: feverish.
rapacious: grasping; greedy.
extirpate: to eradicate; to destroy.
uxorious: excessively fond of or submissive to a wife.
anodyne: serving to relieve pain.
bootless: unavailing; useless.
flummox: to confuse; to perplex.
concomitant: accompanying; attending.
busker: a street musician or performer.
turgid: swollen, bloated; also, bombastic, pompous.
denizen: an inhabitant.
peregrination: a traveling from place to place.
tocsin: a warning.
palliate: to extenuate; also, to relieve.
improvident: lacking foresight; negligent; thoughtless.
inimical: unfriendly; unfavorable.
halcyon: peaceful; undisturbed; happy.
coeval: existing during the same period of time; also, a contemporary.
obtrude: to thrust out; also, to impose on others.
cozen: to deceive or obtain by deceit.
perfervid: ardent; impassioned.
recrudescent: breaking out again.
deride: to laugh at with contempt.
billingsgate: foul language.
factotum: a person employed to do all kinds of work.
jejune: lacking in nutritional value; also, immature; also, dull.
evince: to show in a clear manner.
cacophony: harsh or discordant sound.
perfidy: faithlessness; treachery.
onus: burden; also, blame; stigma.
tergiversation: evasion; also, desertion of a cause, party, etc.
opprobrium: reproach mingled with contempt.
hoary: white or gray with age; hence, extremely old.
tractable: docile; manageable, governable.
recumbent: reclining; lying down.
prevaricate: to depart from or evade the truth.
libation: the act of pouring a liquid as a sacrifice; also, a beverage.
quandary: a state of difficulty or perplexity.
obsequious: servilely attentive; fawning.
simulacrum: a representation; an insubstantial or vague semblance.
miasma: a thick vaporous atmosphere, often noxious.
ululate: to howl; to wail.
toothsome: delicious; attractive; luscious.
asperity: roughness of surface, sound, or manner.
impervious: impenetrable; also, not capable of being affected.
auspicious: favorable; also, prosperous; fortunate.
puissant: powerful.
otiose: ineffective; also, being at leisure; also, of no use.
lucubration: nocturnal study.
quaff: to drink with relish.
perdurable: very durable; long lasting.
crapulous: sick from, or marked by, excessive drinking.
equanimity: calmness; composure.
megalomania: a mental disorder characterized by delusions of grandeur.
verbose: wordy.
gauche: lacking social polish; tactless.
euphonious: pleasing or sweet in sound.
fustian: pompous or pretentious language.
contradistinction: distinction by contrast.
disparate: fundamentally different; also, composed of dissimilar elements.
palaver: idle talk; also, to talk idly.
malleable: capable of being shaped; also, adaptable.
termagant: a scolding, nagging, bad-tempered woman.
consanguineous: related by blood; descended from the same ancestor.
verisimilitude: the quality of seeming to be true.
tendentious: marked by a strong tendency in favor of a particular point of view.
avoirdupois: weight; heaviness.
dudgeon: a state or fit of intense indignation.
rusticate: to go or send to the country.
ascetic: one who practices extreme self-denial; also, austere, severe.
excoriate: to express strong disapproval of; also, to flay.
dilettante: an amateur; also, an admirer or lover of the fine arts.
truckle: to act in a subservient manner.
nugatory: insignificant; also, ineffectual.
moiety: a half; a small part.
variegated: having marks or patches of different colors; also, varied.
convivial: relating to feasting, drinking, and good company; festive.
posit: to postulate; also, to suggest.
expunge: to strike out or erase; to obliterate.
largess: generous giving; also, gifts of money or other valuables.
woebegone: woeful; also, run-down.
milieu: environment; setting.
accede: to agree or assent; also, to become a party.
salient: noticeable; also, projecting; also, leaping.
wunderkind: one who achieves success or acclaim during youth.
obeisance: an expression of deference.
felicitous: apt or appropriate; also, delightful.
grandee: a man of elevated rank or station; a nobleman.
disconsolate: hopelessly sad; also, saddening; cheerless.
malinger: to feign illness or inability.
credulous: inclined to believe too readily.
tryst: an appointment (as between lovers) to meet.
paragon: a model of excellence or perfection.
inscrutable: difficult to fathom or understand.
soporific: causing sleep; also, something that causes sleep.
congeries: a collection; an aggregation.
didactic: conveying instruction; teaching some moral lesson.
officious: meddlesome.
flippant: showing inappropriate levity; pert.
castigate: to punish or criticize severely.
aver: to assert as true.
callow: immature.
lucre: money; profit.
epigone: an inferior imitator.
imbue: to dye; to instill profoundly.
concupiscence: lust.
irrefragable: impossible to refute.
rictus: a gaping grin or grimace.
nostrum: a questionable remedy.
scintilla: a tiny amount; a spark.
ergo: therefore; consequently.
animus: a feeling of ill will; also, animating spirit; disposition.
ignoramus: an ignorant person; a dunce.
interregnum: the interval between two reigns; also, any breach of continuity in an order.
lexicography: the writing or compiling of dictionaries.
circumambient: surrounding; encompassing.
purdah: social seclusion.
proscribe: to forbid; to prohibit.
coquette: a flirt.
cadre: a core or nucleus of trained or otherwise qualified personnel around which an organization is formed.
titivate: to smarten up; to spruce.
bromide: a commonplace or conventional saying.
orotund: full in sound; also, bombastic.
pertinacious: holding obstinately to a belief, purpose or design; also, stubbornly persistent.
Promethean: of or pertaining to Prometheus; also, boldly original.
extraneous: coming from the outside; also, not essential; also, irrelevant.
amity: friendship; friendly relations.
pettifogger: a petty, unscrupulous lawyer; also, who quibbles over trivia.
mountebank: a quack; also, a charlatan.
apparition: a ghost; also, an unexpected appearance.
perquisite: a benefit in addition to a salary.
exigency: state of requiring immediate action; also, an urgent situation; also, that which is required in a particular situation.
succinct: brief; concise.
ineffectual: without effect; weak; useless.
sapient: wise; sage; discerning.
pugilist: a boxer.
deus ex machina: an agent who appears unexpectedly to solve an apparently insoluble difficulty.
circumspect: cautious; prudent.
tutelage: guardianship; protection; also, instruction.
visage: the face; also, appearance; aspect.
introspection: the act or process of self-examination; reflection.
missive: a written message; a letter.
expropriate: to deprive of possession; also, to transfer (property) to oneself.
malcontent: one who is discontented or dissatisfied.
ukase: an edict.
derogate: to deviate from expectation; also, to detract; also, to disparage.
raillery: good-humored banter or teasing repartee.
neologism: a new word or expression; the use or creation of new words or expressions.
malaise: a condition of uneasiness or ill-being.
raffish: tawdry; also, rakish.
parlous: fraught with danger; hazardous.
querulous: habitually complaining; also, expressing complaint.
cornucopia: the horn of plenty; also, an abundance.
panacea: a cure-all.
sine qua non: an indispensable thing.
fractious: tending to cause trouble; also, irritable.
vim: energy; vigor.
perambulate: to stroll; to walk through or over.
wizened: shriveled; withered.
modicum: a small or token amount.
oneiric: pertaining to or suggestive of dreams.
execrable: detestable; extremely bad.
patina: a superficial layer.
provenance: origin; source.
caveat: a warning or caution.
nonage: a period of youth or immaturity.
atelier: a workshop; a studio.
fetid: stinking.
itinerant: traveling from place to place.
conurbation: an aggregation or continuous network of urban communities.
equipoise: equilibrium; also, counterbalance.
coruscate: to give off or reflect bright beams or flashes of light.
voluptuary: a person devoted to luxury and the gratification of sensual appetites.
harridan: a scolding, vicious woman.
ambit: circuit or compass; also, sphere of action or influence.
rapport: relation characterized by sympathetic understanding.
pandemic: affecting a whole people or a number of countries.
apocryphal: of doubtful authority or authenticity.
cormorant: a gluttonous or greedy person.
microcosm: a smaller, representative system having analogies to a larger system.
harbinger: a precursor; one that presages what is to come.
censure: to criticize severely; also, an expression of disapproval.
capricious: whimsical; changeable.
sporadic: occuring singly, or occasionally, or in scattered instances.
wassail: an expression of good wishes on a festive occasion, especially in drinking to some one.
quidnunc: a gossip; a busybody.
impassible: incapable of suffering; also, unfeeling or not showing feeling.
gloaming: twilight; dusk.
manse: a large and imposing residence.
Grub Street: the world or category of impoverished literary hacks.
Hogmanay: the name, in Scotland, for the last day of the year.
acclimate: to accustom or become accustomed to a new climate, environment, or situation.
stentorian: extremely loud.
expeditious: characterized by speed and efficiency.
proselytize: to convert (someone) to another religion, belief, etc.
equable: equal and uniform; also, not easily disturbed.
sacrosanct: sacred; inviolable.
indefatigable: untiring.
gravid: pregnant.
hyperbole: extravagant exaggeration.
funereal: pertaining to or suiting a funeral; gloomy; mournful.
flibbertigibbet: a silly, flighty, or excessively talkative person.
vet: to subject to thorough appraisal; to evaluate.
acme: the highest point of something.
efface: to cause to disappear by rubbing out, striking out, etc.
stanch: to stop the flowing of; to check.
aggress: to make an attack.
excursus: a digression.
cataract: a large waterfall; also, a downpour, a flood.
mazy: resembling a maze; intricate or confusing.
entreat: to ask for or request earnestly.
hypnagogic: leading to sleep; hypnotic.
florid: flushed with red; also, excessively ornate.
leitmotif: a dominant and recurring theme.
bon ton: the height of the fashion; fashionable society.
fungible: interchangeable.
transmogrify: to transform.
benefaction: the act of conferring a benefit; also, a benefit conferred.
salutary: beneficial; also, healthful.
interstice: a space between things or parts.
neophyte: a novice.
dyspeptic: pertaining to or having indigestion; also, irritable or ill-humored.
melange: a mixture.
limn: to draw or paint; also, to describe.
vapid: flat; dull; spiritless.
pernicious: deadly; destructive; exceedingly harmful.
valetudinarian: a weak or sickly person.
cerebration: the act or product of thinking.
hortatory: serving to encourage or incite.
mimetic: imitative.
bellicose: inclined to or favoring war or strife.
veritable: real; true; genuine.
apprise: to give notice to; to inform.
explicate: to explain.
maelstrom: a large, powerful whirlpool; also, a violent, disordered, or turbulent state of affairs.
billet-doux: a love letter.
dissimulate: to hide under a false appearance; also, to feign or pretend.
adage: an old saying.
histrionic: theatrical.
contrite: feeling or expressing grief and regret for sins or offenses.
lacuna: a blank space; a missing part.
qua: in the capacity or character of; as.
iota: a very small quantity or degree.
malversation: misconduct in public office.
confrere: a colleague, comrade, or intimate associate.
supine: lying on the back; also, indolent; listless.
conflagration: a large and destructive fire.
plenipotentiary: invested with full power.
errant: wandering; deviating from an appointed course, or from a direct path; roving.
preternatural: beyond of different from what is natural; inexplicable; extraordinary; abnormal.
idee fixe: a fixed idea; an obsession.
succor: aid; help; also, to help or relieve.
piebald: mottled; also, mixed.
mollify: to reduce in intensity; to soothe; to soften.
staid: steady or sedate in character.
prima facie: at first view.
exemplar: an ideal model or type.
recidivism: a tendency to lapse into a previous condition or pattern of behavior; esp., into prior criminal habits.
nosegay: a bouquet.
wan: pale; also, lacking vitality or intensity.
digerati: persons knowledgeable about computers.
avuncular: resembling an uncle, as in kindness or indulgence.
nebbish: a weak-willed, timid, or ineffectual person.
cadge: to beg; to sponge.
minatory: threatening; menacing.
quietus: final acquittance, as from debt; also, rest; death.
sagacious: of keen penetration and judgment; wise.
feckless: ineffective; weak; worthless.
invective: insulting or abusive language.
sartorial: of or relating to a tailor, tailoring, or clothing.
puckish: whimsical; mischievous; impish.
abulia: loss or impairment of the ability to act or to make decisions.
small beer: weak beer; also, matters of little importance.
vagary: an extravagant, erratic, or unpredictable notion, action, or occurrence.
nimbus: a dark gray rain cloud; also, a halo, an aura.
overweening: overbearing; also, excessive.
insuperable: incapable of being passed over, surmounted, or overcome.
effete: infertile; also, worn out; also, decadent, effeminate.
spry: nimble.
luminary: any body that gives light; also, a person of eminence or brilliant achievement.
ignoble: not noble.
appellation: a name, title, or designation.
galvanic: pertaining to a direct current of electricity; also, having the effect of an electric shock.
fillip: a snap; also, a stimulus.
apologia: a formal defense or justification.
flaneur: one who strolls about aimlessly; a lounger; a loafer.
hullabaloo: a confused noise; uproar.
myriad: consisting of a very great but indefinite number; also, a very great many.
nepotism: favoritism shown to members of one's family.
potboiler: a usually inferior literary or artistic work, produced quickly for the purpose of making money.
distrait: divided or withdrawn in attention, especially because of anxiety.
raiment: clothing in general; garments.
politic: political; also, shrewdly tactful.
internecine: destructive; especially, mutually destructive; also, relating to conflict within a group.
bevy: a group; an assembly.
furtive: obtained or characterized by stealth; sly; secret; stealthy.
pulchritude: beauty.
mendicant: a beggar.
plaudit: enthusiastic approval.
abstruse: difficult to comprehend.
swan song: a final or farewell appearance, action, or pronouncement.
teetotaler: one pledged to abstinence from alcoholic drinks.
undulant: resembling waves in form, motion, or occurrence.
rapprochement: the establishment or state of cordial relations.
chortle: to utter, or express with, a snorting, exultant laugh or chuckle.
hobbledehoy: an awkward, gawky young fellow.
bricolage: construction or something constructed by using whatever materials happen to be available.
clamber: to climb with difficulty, or on all fours.
nettlesome: causing irritation, vexation, or distress.
patrician: a nobleman; also, a person of refined upbringing, manners, and taste.
heterogeneous: consisting of dissimilar elements.
sotto voce: spoken low or in an undertone.
bailiwick: a person's specific area of knowledge, authority, interest, skill, or work.
nonplus: to confound; to perplex; to bewilder.
inkhorn: affectedly or ostentatiously learned.
jocular: given to or characterized by joking.
incommunicado: without means or right to communicate.
apotheosis: a model of excellence or perfection of a kind.
bucolic: rustic; pastoral.
limpid: clear; also, serene.
solicitous: manifesting, expressing, or full of care or concern.
comely: pleasing to the sight.
inexorable: unyielding; relentless.
nonpareil: having no equal.
ossify: to harden or to become bone.
commodious: comfortably spacious; roomy.
pastiche: a hodgepodge; a potpourri.
martinet: a strict disciplinarian.
connubial: of or pertaining to marriage.
acrimony: bitter, harsh, or biting sharpness.
lambaste: to scold sharply; also, to beat.
bibelot: a trinket.
egress: the act of going out or leaving; exit.
propitiate: to appease; to conciliate.
stripling: an adolescent youth.
peripatetic: walking about or traveling from place to place.
abattoir: a slaughterhouse.
rivulet: a small stream or brook.
obstreperous: noisily and stubbornly defiant; also, boisterous.
donnybrook: a brawl or dispute.
hoi polloi: the common people; the masses.
pervicacious: stubborn; obstinate.
alfresco: outdoors; outdoor.
dotage: feebleness of mind due to old age.
parse: to analyze.
commensurate: equal in measure or extent; also, proportionate.
paterfamilias: the male head of a household; the father of a family.
rotund: round; rounded in figure.
wag: a humorous person; a wit.
efficacious: producing, or capable of producing, a desired effect.
aegis: a shield; protection.
denouement: the final resolution of the main complication of a literary or dramatic work.
yen: a strong desire or inclination.
irenic: promoting peace.
perorate: to conclude or sum up a long discourse; also, to speak at length.
sui generis: unique.
collegial: characterized by or having authority vested equally among colleagues.
slaver: to slobber; to drool.
discomfit: to disconcert; also, to thwart.
sere: dry; withered.
gadabout: one who roams about in search of amusement or social activity.
effusive: excessively demonstrative.
languor: lack of energy or vitality.
bloviate: to speak or write in a pompous manner.
mephitic: offensive to the smell; also, noxious.
oblation: an offering.
interlard: to insert between; to mix.
fait accompli: an accomplished and presumably irreversible deed or fact.
blackguard: a scoundrel.
peremptory: precluding or putting an end to all debate or action.
genuflect: to bend the knee, as in worship; also, to grovel.
redolent: having or exuding fragrance; also, evocative, reminiscent.
satiety: fullness to or beyond the point of satisfaction.
presentiment: a premonition.
timorous: full of apprehensiveness; fearful.
penury: extreme poverty; also, insufficiency.
cudgel: a short heavy stick.
tirade: a long angry speech.
aright: rightly; correctly.
filial: of, pertaining to, or befitting a son or daughter.
brackish: somewhat salty; also, distasteful.
louche: of questionable taste or morality.
solecism: a nonstandard usage or grammatical construction.
riposte: a quick and effective reply by word or act.
longueur: a tedious passage in a work of literature, etc.
juxtaposition: the act or an instance of placing in nearness.
vatic: of or characteristic of a prophet or prophecy.
crux: the essential point or feature.
exegesis: exposition; explanation.
arriviste: an upstart.
carom: to strike and rebound; also, a glancing off.
slake: to satisfy or quench; also, to cause to lessen.
eremite: a hermit.
cohort: a group; also, a companion or associate.
avatar: an incarnation.
ne plus ultra: the acme; also, the most profound degree.
exhort: to urge strongly.
senescence: the state of being or growing old.
Cockaigne: an imaginary land of ease and luxury.
skulduggery: devious, dishonest, or unscrupulous behavior or activity.
fey: possessing or displaying a strange and otherworldly aspect or quality.
remonstrate: to present and urge reasons in opposition.
hinterland: backcountry.
aficionado: an enthusiastic admirer; a fan.
machination: a crafty scheme intended to accomplish some usually evil end.
germane: appropriate or fitting; relevant.
fallible: liable to make a mistake.
oblivious: forgetful; also, unmindful.
militate: to have force or influence.
permeate: to spread or diffuse through.
caterwaul: to make a harsh cry or screech.
agon: struggle; conflict.
deracinate: to uproot.
intrepid: fearless; bold.
cavort: to bound or prance about.
suasion: the act of persuading.
arrant: outright; thoroughgoing.
latitudinarian: having or expressing broad and tolerant views.
homily: a sermon or lecture; also, an inspirational saying or a platitude.
rejoinder: an answer to a reply.
concinnity: elegance -- used chiefly of literary style.
fecund: fruitful; prolific.
tattoo: a rapid, rhythmic drumming or rapping.
imprecation: a curse.
supplant: to take the place of.
vertiginous: causing dizziness; also, giddy; dizzy.
pied-a-terre: a temporary or second place of lodging.
Argus-eyed: extremely observant; watchful.
corpulent: very fat; obese.
bacchanalia: a revel.
profuse: plentiful; copious.
doyen: the senior member of a body or group.
billet: to quarter, or place in lodgings.
coterminous: of equal extent or duration.
plaintive: expressive of sorrow or melancholy.
tremulous: shaking, quivering; also, affected with fear.
doughty: valiant; brave.
contretemps: something inopportune or embarrassing.
arbiter: one having the power of judging and determining.
pablum: something (as writing or speech) that is trite, insipid, or simplistic.
milksop: an unmanly man.
cajole: to coax.
hardscrabble: barren, marginal; also, marked by poverty.
potentate: one who possesses great power or sway.
moil: to labor; to toil; to drudge.
redact: to edit.
privation: the state of being deprived of something.
venerate: to treat with deep respect.
starveling: one who is starving or being starved; also, poor in quality.
etiolate: to blanch or bleach; to make sickly.
wiseacre: a smart aleck.
quagmire: a predicament.
dictum: an authoritative statement.
quixotic: foolishly impractical; also, capricious, impulsive.
maunder: to talk or wander aimlessly.
vade mecum: a book or other thing that one regularly carries about.
amicable: characterized by friendliness and good will.
effrontery: shameless boldness; insolence.
cabal: a group that seeks power usually through intrigue.
forcible: effected by force used against resistance; also, powerful.
neoteric: recent in origin; new.
indigence: extreme poverty.
frangible: capable of being broken; easily broken.
grandiloquent: lofty in style.
approbation: formal or official approval; also, praise.
dishabille: the state of being carelessly or partially dressed.
clerisy: the intelligentsia.
debouch: to emerge; to issue.
epicene: having the characteristics of both the male and the female.
braggadocio: empty boasting.
hubris: overbearing pride or presumption.
gustatory: pertaining to the sense of taste.
ken: perception, view; especially, reach of sight or knowledge.
recherche: exotic; rare; also, affected, pretentious.
chimera: a mental fabrication.
mulct: to defraud.
hector: to bully or harass.
disquisition: a formal discourse on a subject.
tatterdemalion: a person dressed in tattered clothing.
panjandrum: an important or self-important official.
dulcet: melodious.
serendipity: the faculty or phenomenon of making fortunate accidental discoveries.
extemporaneous: composed, performed, or uttered on the spur of the moment.
copse: a thicket of small trees.
ludic: playful.
popinjay: a vain and talkative person.
embonpoint: plumpness of person.
idyll: a poem or prose work depicting rural or pastoral life; also, a carefree episode or experience.
unguent: an ointment.
redoubtable: formidable; also, illustrious; eminent.
tenet: any opinion, principle, or doctrine held to be true.
benison: blessing; benediction.
arcanum: a secret; a mystery.
diablerie: sorcery; also, mischievous conduct.
eldritch: unearthly; weird; eerie.
disport: to frolic; to amuse (oneself).
repine: to feel or express discontent.
troglodyte: someone who dwells in a cave.
abeyance: suspension; temporary cessation.
gamine: an urchin; also, a mischievous girl or young woman.
sedition: incitement of rebellion against lawful authority.
lubricious: lewd; also, slippery or smooth.
hebetude: mental dullness or sluggishness.
acuity: acuteness of perception or vision.
sanctum: a place where one is free from intrusion.
empyrean: the highest heaven; the heavens; the sky.
demur: to object; also, to delay.
rodomontade: pretentious, bragging speech.
gallimaufry: a hodgepodge.
impregnable: able to resist attack.
urbane: polished and smooth in manner.
bibulous: of, pertaining to, marked by, or given to the consumption of alcohol.
acerbic: sharp, biting, or acid in temper, expression, or tone.
redound: to have a consequence or effect.
languid: lacking vigor or force.
predilection: an established preference.
repletion: the condition of being completely or excessively full.
transmute: to change from one nature, form, substance, or state into another.
forgo: to do without.
abed: in bed.
malapropism: the usually unintentionally humorous misuse of a word, especially by confusion with one of similar sound; also, an example of such misuse.
soi-disant: self-styled; so-called.
paean: a song or other expression of praise or joy.
flummery: mumbo jumbo; nonsense.
dolorous: marked by, causing, or expressing grief or sorrow.
pantheon: the collective gods of a people; also, a group of highly esteemed persons.
surly: ill-humored; sullen and gruff.
fatidic: of, relating to, or characterized by prophecy.
enjoin: to direct or impose with authority; also, to forbid.
turbid: muddy; not clear; also, confused; disordered.
renege: to go back on a promise or commitment.
enunciate: to utter articulately; also, to state or set forth precisely or systematically.
punctilious: precise; exact in the smallest particulars.
foofaraw: excessive or flashy ornamentation; also, a fuss over a trivial matter.
autochthonous: indigenous; native.
gambol: to dance and skip about in play.
bowdlerize: to remove or modify the parts considered offensive.
remunerate: to pay an equivalent to for any service, loss, or expense.
discrete: constituting a separate thing; also, consisting of distinct or unconnected parts.
nascent: beginning to exist.
excrescence: something growing out from something else; also, a disfiguring or unwanted part.
refractory: stubbornly disobedient.
heterodox: holding unorthodox opinions.
conflate: to bring together; to meld.
bombinate: to buzz, hum, or drone.
putsch: an attempt to overthrow a government.
bilious: of or pertaining to bile; also, ill-tempered.
foundling: a deserted or abandoned child.
bedizen: to dress or adorn in gaudy manner.
tintinnabulation: a tinkling sound, as of a bell or bells.
cosmopolite: a cosmopolitan person.
galumph: to move in a clumsy manner or with a heavy tread.
salad days: a time of youthful inexperience, innocence, or indiscretion.
affray: a tumultuous assault or quarrel; a brawl.
faineant: doing nothing; idle; also, a do-nothing.
prink: to primp.
asseverate: to affirm or declare positively or earnestly.
sentient: capable of perceiving by the senses.
malapropos: unseasonable or unseasonably; inappropriate or inappropriately.
agitprop: propaganda.
fiat: an arbitrary or authoritative command or order.
nimiety: excess.
surreptitious: done, made, or gotten by stealth; also, marked by stealth.
pleonasm: the use of more words than are necessary to express an idea.
abominate: to detest intensely.
discursive: digressive; rambling; also, marked by analytical reasoning.
countervail: to counteract; also, to offset.
myrmidon: a loyal follower.
perforce: by necessity.
pusillanimous: cowardly.
claque: a group of fawning admirers.
fugacious: lasting but a short time.
hauteur: haughtiness; arrogance.
somnolent: drowsy; also, tending to cause sleepiness.
susurration: a whispering; a soft murmur.
puerile: juvenile; childish.
gelid: extremely cold; icy.
philomath: a lover of learning; a scholar.
redoubt: a stronghold.
extant: still existing.
incipient: beginning to exist or appear.
extempore: without premeditation or preparation.
potable: drinkable; also, a beverage, especially an alcoholic one.
irascible: easily provoked to anger.
descry: to catch sight of; to detect.
mien: demeanor; also, aspect; appearance.
nefarious: wicked in the extreme.
volte-face: an about-face.
exiguous: extremely scanty.
pecuniary: relating to money.
traduce: to vilify.
postprandial: happening or done after a meal.
sinecure: an office or position that involves little work or responsibility.
apogee: the highest point.
incontrovertible: indisputable; unquestionable.
furbelow: something showy or superfluous.
maudlin: excessively sentimental.
exigent: requiring immediate aid or action; also, demanding.
contravene: to act or be counter to.
temerarious: reckless; rash.
philter: a love potion.
reticent: inclined to keep silent.
pronunciamento: a proclamation; a pronouncement.
voluble: characterized by a ready flow of speech.
erudite: characterized by extensive reading or knowledge.
quotidian: occurring daily; also, ordinary.
roister: to revel; to carouse.
seriatim: in a series; one after another.
detritus: debris.
sybarite: a person devoted to luxury and pleasure.
loquacious: very talkative.
tyro: a novice.
salubrious: healthful.
evanescent: fleeting.
ineluctable: impossible to avoid or evade.
prolix: wordy.
cavalcade: a procession.
celerity: quickness; swiftness.
obloquy: ill repute.
extol: to praise.
frisson: a brief moment of intense excitement.
malediction: a curse.
lenity: the state or quality of being lenient.
unctuous: marked by a false or smug earnestness or agreeableness.
expatiate: to speak or write at length.
nescience: lack of knowledge or awareness.
desideratum: something desired.
indomitable: incapable of being subdued or overcome.
raconteur: one who excels in telling stories and anecdotes.
sunder: to break apart.
peccadillo: a slight offense; a petty fault.
extricate: to free or release from a difficulty or entanglement.
aspersion: a damaging or derogatory remark.
levity: frivolity.
mellifluous: flowing sweetly or smoothly.
logorrhea: excessive talkativeness.
arrogate: to claim or seize without right or justification.
forlorn: sad and lonely because deserted, abandoned, or lost.
comport: to behave (oneself) in a particular manner.
farrago: an assortment; a medley.
ratiocination: the process of reasoning.
varicolored: having a variety of colors.
doula: a woman who assists in childbirth.
nonagenarian: someone whose age is in the nineties.
friable: easily crumbled, pulverized, or reduced to powder.
gravitas: high seriousness.
lachrymose: given to causing tears.
abscond: to depart secretly.
probity: complete and confirmed integrity.
taciturn: not inclined to talk.
proclivity: a natural inclination.
demagogue: a leader who obtains power by means of appeals to the emotions and prejudices of the populace.
exculpate: to clear from alleged fault or guilt.
recalcitrant: stubbornly resistant to and defiant of authority or restraint.
quondam: former; sometime.
pellucid: transparent, clear; also, easily understandable.
desuetude: disuse.
apposite: of striking appropriateness and relevance.
jocund: light-hearted; mirthful.
firmament: the sky; the heavens.
spoonerism: the transposition of usually initial sounds in a pair of words.
perfunctory: done routinely.
beholden: obliged; indebted.
polyglot: speaking or containing many languages.
abjure: to renounce, reject, or shun.
collude: to act in concert; to conspire.
dissolute: loose in morals and conduct.
mendacious: untruthful; also, untrue.
clemency: disposition to show mercy; also, an act of mercy.
ebullient: high-spirited.
propitious: presenting favorable circumstances.
indolent: lazy; inactive.
adamant: not susceptible to persuasion; unyielding.
bonhomie: pleasant and easy manner.
depredation: an act of plundering or ravaging.
lissom: supple; nimble.
enervate: to weaken.
condign: deserved; adequate.
blandishment: flattering speech or action.
plenary: full; complete.
cosset: to treat with excessive indulgence; to pamper.
sang-froid: coolness in trying circumstances.
brio: vigor; vivacity.
vociferous: clamorous; noisy.
protean: readily assuming different shapes or forms.
eschew: to shun; to avoid.
somniferous: causing or inducing sleep.
gregarious: seeking and enjoying the company of others.
lassitude: lack of vitality or energy.
inchoate: partly but not fully in existence or operation.
esurient: hungry; greedy.
subterfuge: a deceptive device or stratagem.
gastronome: a lover of good food and drink.
affable: easy to speak to; also, gracious.
precipice: a very steep, perpendicular, or overhanging place.
purblind: having greatly reduced vision.
fulminate: to issue or utter verbal attacks or censures.
cogitate: to think; to ponder.
lambent: playing on the surface; flickering.
Zeitgeist: the spirit of the time.
pugnacious: combative; quarrelsome.
acumen: quickness or keenness of perception or discernment.
rapine: the act of plundering.
autodidact: one who is self-taught.
dilatory: given to, or marked by, procrastination or delay.
bete noire: something or someone particularly detested or avoided.
chary: wary; cautious.
kvetch: to complain habitually.
platitude: a banal, trite, or stale thought or remark.
ablution: the washing of the body or some part of it.
ameliorate: to make or grow better.
chagrin: acute vexation or embarrassment.
tortuous: marked by repeated turns and bends.
kismet: destiny; fate.
exacerbate: to aggravate; to make worse.
penchant: a strong liking.
ennui: a feeling of weariness and dissatisfaction arising from lack of interest.
garrulous: talkative; also, wordy.
acrid: sharp and harsh; bitter.
rubicund: inclining to redness; ruddy.
sojourn: to dwell for a time; also, a temporary stay.
laudable: praiseworthy; commendable.
aesthete: one who cultivates great sensitivity to beauty.
perspicacity: clearness of understanding.
rara avis: a rare or unique person or thing.
turpitude: baseness; depravity.
diffident: bashful or unassertive.
persiflage: frivolous or bantering talk.
moribund: dying.
sobriquet: a nickname.
polymath: a person of great or varied learning.
appurtenance: an adjunct or accessory.
hirsute: covered with hair or bristles.
nadir: the lowest point.
wastrel: a person who wastes; a loafer.
facetious: playfully jocular; humorous.
afflatus: a divine inspiration.
cupidity: eager or excessive desire, especially for wealth.
intransigent: uncompromising.
cynosure: a center of attention.
refulgent: brilliant; resplendent.
concomitant: accompanying; attending.
ribald: characterized by, or given to, vulgar humor.
sesquipedalian: (of words) long; having many syllables.
deleterious: harmful.
temerity: unreasonable or foolhardy contempt of danger.
extirpate: to eradicate; to destroy.
lineament: a distinguishing or characteristic feature.
monomania: obsession with a single subject.
pari passu: at an equal pace or rate.
prelapsarian: pertaining to the time or state before the Fall.
coeval: existing during the same period of time; also, a contemporary.
immure: to enclose within or as if within walls.
bumptious: crudely, presumptuously, or noisily self-assertive.
apostasy: desertion or departure from one's faith, principles, or party.
importunate: troublesomely urgent.
busker: a street musician or performer.
disconcert: to disturb the composure of.
malfeasance: wrongdoing, misconduct, or misbehavior.
intractable: not easily governed, managed, or directed.
equivocate: to be deliberately ambiguous or unclear.
factotum: a person employed to do all kinds of work.
peregrination: a traveling from place to place.
diaphanous: allowing light to pass through.
quorum: such a number of the officers or members of any body as is legally competent to transact business.
relegate: to assign or remove, usually to an inferior position.
fanfaronade: empty boasting; bluster.
roseate: cheerful; bright; also, rose-colored.
camarilla: a group of secret and often scheming advisers.
torpid: dull; sluggish; apathetic.
concomitant: accompanying; attending.
stasis: a state of balance, equilibrium, or stagnation.
prepotency: predominance.
bagatelle: a trifle; also, a short, light literary or musical piece.
insensate: lacking sensation or awareness.
confute: to refute conclusively.
revenant: one who returns after death or a long absence.
corroborate: to strengthen or make more certain with other evidence.
exegete: one who explains or interprets difficult parts of written works.
dubiety: the condition or quality of being doubtful; also, a matter of doubt.
carapace: a shell; a protective covering.
tocsin: a warning.
puissant: powerful.
aplomb: confidence; coolness.
procrastination: To put off doing something.
opportune: suitable for a given purpose or occasion.
renascent: rising again into being; showing renewed vigor.
fettle: a state or condition of fitness, order, or mind.
proponent: an advocate.
cursory: hastily or superficially performed.
numinous: spiritual; holy.
evince: to show in a clear manner.
recondite: difficult to understand.
pelf: money; riches.
flagitious: grossly wicked; scandalous.
auspicious: favorable; also, prosperous; fortunate.
deliquesce: to melt away or become liquid.
prescient: knowing or anticipating the outcome of events before they happen.
indigent: extremely poor.
palpable: plain; distinct; obvious.
billingsgate: foul language.
anodyne: serving to relieve pain.
schadenfreude: a malicious satisfaction in the misfortunes of others.
euphonious: pleasing or sweet in sound.
quaff: to drink with relish.
ostensible: appearing to be true, but not necessarily so.
xenophobia: fear or hatred of what is strange or foreign.
recrimination: a counter accusation.
malleable: capable of being shaped; also, adaptable.
perdurable: very durable; long lasting.
onus: burden; also, blame; stigma.
triskaidekaphobia: fear of the number 13.
bravado: a real or pretended show of courage or boldness.
littoral: on a coastal or shore region.
redivivus: living again; revived; restored.
paladin: a champion of a cause.
bootless: unavailing; useless.
gimcrack: a showy but useless or worthless object.
munificent: very generous.
hobnob: to associate familiarly.
fiduciary: relating to the holding of something in trust for another.
indelible: incapable of being removed or erased.
fortuitous: happening by chance.
diktat: an authoritative decree or order.
boulevardier: a man-about-town.
convivial: relating to feasting, drinking, and good company; festive.
legerdemain: sleight of hand.
foment: to nurse to life or activity; to incite.
concatenation: a chain; a succession.
parsimonious: frugal to excess.
moiety: a half; a small part.
venial: capable of being forgiven; excusable.
accede: to agree or assent; also, to become a party.
portend: to foreshadow; to bode.
chthonic: dwelling in or under the earth; also, pertaining to the underworld.
mercurial: changeable; temperamental; volatile.
ineffable: incapable of being expressed.
adventitious: added extrinsically; not essentially inherent.
omnipresent: present in all places at the same time.
gourmand: one who enjoys good food in great quantities.
crepuscular: pertaining to twilight.
exalt: to praise, glorify, or honor.
contradistinction: distinction by contrast.
soporific: causing sleep; also, something that causes sleep.
deride: to laugh at with contempt.
laconic: using or marked by the use of a minimum of words.
bellwether: a leader or leading indicator.
effulgence: the state of being bright and radiant.
riparian: of or pertaining to the bank of a river.
mordant: biting; caustic; sarcastic.
woebegone: woeful; also, run-down.
scintilla: a tiny amount; a spark.
halcyon: peaceful; undisturbed; happy.
tendentious: marked by a strong tendency in favor of a particular point of view.
palimpsest: an object or place whose older layers or aspects are apparent.
ostentation: excessive or pretentious display.
captious: disposed to find fault or raise objections.
ersatz: being a substitute or imitation.
paroxysm: an outburst; a fit.
tenebrous: dark; gloomy.
cadre: a core or nucleus of trained or otherwise qualified personnel around which an organization is formed.
gubernatorial: of or pertaining to a governor.
inscrutable: difficult to fathom or understand.
parley: a conference or discussion; also, to confer.
clarion: a kind of trumpet; also, loud and clear.
circumambient: surrounding; encompassing.
trammel: something that impedes activity, progress, or freedom; also, to hamper.
matutinal: relating to or occurring in the morning.
beneficence: the practice of doing good.
aver: to assert as true.
nugatory: insignificant; also, ineffectual.
multifarious: having great diversity or variety.
impassive: devoid of emotion; also, showing no emotion.
fealty: fidelity; allegiance; faithfulness.
segue: to proceed without interruption.
visage: the face; also, appearance; aspect.
obsequious: servilely attentive; fawning.
pukka: authentic; genuine; also, first-class.
coruscate: to give off or reflect bright beams or flashes of light.
foment: to nurse to life or activity; to incite.
missive: a written message; a letter.
hale: free from disease and weakening conditions; healthy.
edacious: given to eating.
algorithm: a step-by-step procedure for solving a problem.
bouleversement: complete overthrow; a reversal.
practicable: feasible; also, usable.
encumbrance: a burden, impediment, or hindrance.
repast: a meal.
panacea: a cure-all.
circumlocution: the use of many words to express an idea that might be expressed by few.
meticulous: extremely careful about details.
wayworn: wearied by traveling.
parlous: fraught with danger; hazardous.
vim: energy; vigor.
booboisie: a class of people regarded as stupid or foolish.
orotund: full in sound; also, bombastic.
palindrome: a word, verse, phrase, or sentence that reads the same backward or forward.
flippant: showing inappropriate levity; pert.
irrefragable: impossible to refute.
cogent: appealing to the mind or to reason; convincing.
ukase: an edict.
fetid: stinking.
badinage: light, playful talk.
atelier: a workshop; a studio.
posit: to postulate; also, to suggest.
callow: immature.
succinct: brief; concise.
lugubrious: mournful; gloomy; dismal.
officious: meddlesome.
castigate: to punish or criticize severely.
propinquity: nearness.
descant: a discourse; also, to discourse.
robustious: boisterous; vigorous.
subfusc: dark or dull in color.
jollification: merrymaking; revelry.
doff: to take off; to remove; also, to rid oneself of.
conurbation: an aggregation or continuous network of urban communities.
pugilist: a boxer.
gewgaw: a trinket; a bauble.
quiddity: the essence or nature of a thing.
complement: something that fills up or completes.
slugabed: one who stays in bed until a late hour.
manse: a large and imposing residence.
rebarbative: repellent; irritating.
felicitous: apt or appropriate; also, delightful.
nostrum: a questionable remedy.
subaltern: subordinate.
quidnunc: a gossip; a busybody.
provenance: origin; source.
obviate: to anticipate and dispose of or make unnecessary.
lucre: money; profit.
dudgeon: a state or fit of intense indignation.
gloaming: twilight; dusk.
sedulous: diligent in application or pursuit.
querulous: habitually complaining; also, expressing complaint.
restive: resisting control; stubborn.
abstemious: temperate; abstinent; refraining from indulgence.
fop: a man who is vain about his dress and appearance.
apparition: a ghost; also, an unexpected appearance.
inveterate: deep-rooted; of long standing.
glower: to stare angrily or with a scowl.
itinerant: traveling from place to place.
risible: exciting or provoking laughter.
lackadaisical: lacking spirit or liveliness.
scuttlebutt: gossip; rumor.
consanguineous: related by blood; descended from the same ancestor.
milieu: environment; setting.
capacious: able to contain much.
pule: to whimper; to whine.
sublunary: situated beneath the moon; terrestrial.
cavil: to raise trivial objections; also, a trivial objection.
impecunious: habitually without money; poor.
introspection: the act or process of self-examination; reflection.
propound: to put forward for consideration.
neophyte: a novice.
rapport: relation characterized by sympathetic understanding.
imbroglio: a complicated and embarrassing state of things.
rictus: a gaping grin or grimace.
winsome: light-hearted.
melee: a confused conflict.
obdurate: hardened in feelings or in wrongdoing; unyielding.
placate: to appease; to pacify.
spurious: not genuine; false; illegitimate.
waylay: to ambush or accost.
ingenue: a naive girl or young woman, or an actress representing such a person.
osculation: the act of kissing; a kiss.
voluptuary: a person devoted to luxury and the gratification of sensual appetites.
enmity: hatred; ill will.
sub rosa: secretly; privately; confidentially.
compunction: anxiety or unease from guilt; also, a scruple.
upbraid: to scold or criticize harshly.
gaucherie: a socially awkward or tactless act; also, lack of tact.
aggress: to make an attack.
mores: customs; habits; ways.
sough: to make a soft, low sighing or rustling sound.
chimerical: merely imaginary; fanciful.
grandee: a man of elevated rank or station; a nobleman.
complaisant: exhibiting a desire to please.
spoony: foolishly or sentimentally in love.
forfend: to avert; also, to protect or preserve.
sylvan: pertaining to woods or forests.
countermand: to revoke (a former command) or recall by a contrary order.
stormy petrel: a type of seabird; also, one fond of or bringing strife.
votary: one devoted to some pursuit, worship, study, or way of life.
melange: a mixture.
salutary: beneficial; also, healthful.
scrabble: to scrape or scratch with the hands or feet.
piebald: mottled; also, mixed.
berate: to scold severely or angrily.
limn: to draw or paint; also, to describe.
mollify: to reduce in intensity; to soothe; to soften.
immolate: to kill or destroy, often by fire.
tetchy: peevish; testy; irritable.
emolument: the wages or perquisites arising from office, employment, or labor.
benignant: kind; gracious; favorable.
preponderate: to exceed in weight, influence, importance, amount, etc.
verdant: green.
trencherman: a hearty eater.
diadem: a crown.
virago: an ill-tempered, overbearing woman; also, a woman of great strength and courage.
supposititious: fraudulently substituted; also, hypothetical.
inanition: exhaustion from lack of nourishment; also, emptiness.
conspectus: a sketch, survey, or outline of a subject.
salmagundi: a mixture or assortment; also, a kind of mixed dish or salad.
caesura: a break or pause in a line of verse; also, any break or pause.
expeditious: characterized by speed and efficiency.
deprecate: to disapprove of; also, to belittle.
misnomer: a misnaming.
verbiage: an overabundance of words.
Brobdingnagian: gigantic; enormous.
invidious: tending to provoke envy or ill will.
chicanery: the use of trickery to deceive.
minatory: threatening; menacing.
stentorian: extremely loud.
circumspect: cautious; prudent.
plebeian: common; vulgar.
explicate: to explain.
censorious: harshly critical.
equable: equal and uniform; also, not easily disturbed.
assiduous: constant in application or attention.
noisome: offensive or disgusting; also, harmful; unwholesome.
inure: to make used to; also, to take or have effect.
bivouac: a usually temporary encampment; also, to encamp.
confrere: a colleague, comrade, or intimate associate.
tmesis: in grammar and rhetoric, the separation of the parts of a compound word.
umbrage: offense; resentment.
susurrus: a whispering or rustling sound.
canorous: melodious; musical.
trepidation: a state of dread or alarm; apprehension.
sacrosanct: sacred; inviolable.
oneiric: pertaining to or suggestive of dreams.
maelstrom: a large, powerful whirlpool; also, a violent, disordered, or turbulent state of affairs.
epigone: an inferior imitator.
nonage: a period of youth or immaturity.
quiescent: at rest; still; inactive.
maladroit: awkward; unskillful; inept.
virtu: love of or taste for fine objects of art; also, productions of art.
outre: unconventional; eccentric; bizarre.
sartorial: of or relating to a tailor, tailoring, or clothing.
lacuna: a blank space; a missing part.
funereal: pertaining to or suiting a funeral; gloomy; mournful.
simulacrum: a representation; an insubstantial or vague semblance.
putative: commonly thought or deemed; supposed.
vitiate: to make faulty or imperfect.
daedal: skillful; artistic; ingenious.
autocrat: a ruler with unlimited authority.
comestible: suitable to be eaten.
objurgate: to scold or rebuke sharply.
sardonic: scornful, mocking.
lexicon: a dictionary; also, the vocabulary of a person, group, etc.
contemporaneous: originating, existing, or occurring at the same time.
panoply: a splendid or impressive array.
supererogatory: going beyond what is required or expected; also, superfluous, unnecessary.
comity: a state of mutual harmony, friendship, and respect.
eleemosynary: relating to charity; charitable.
inclement: harsh; severe -- especially said of the weather.
hugger-mugger: secret; also, muddled, disorderly.
genial: sympathetically cheerful and cheering; kindly.
florid: flushed with red; also, excessively ornate.
sapient: wise; sage; discerning.
disparate: fundamentally different; also, composed of dissimilar elements.
prevaricate: to depart from or evade the truth.
inveigle: to persuade or obtain by ingenuity or flattery.
harridan: a scolding, vicious woman.
segue: to proceed without interruption.
lascivious: lewd; lustful.
visage: the face; also, appearance; aspect.
lugubrious: mournful; gloomy; dismal.
interstice: a space between things or parts.
sempiternal: everlasting; eternal.
idee fixe: a fixed idea; an obsession.
prestidigitation: sleight of hand.
ephemeron: something short-lived.
desultory: jumping from subject to subject; erratic; inconsistent.
specious: apparently right but not so in reality.
interpolate: to insert between; also, to alter or corrupt by insertion.
stertorous: characterized by a heavy snoring or gasping sound.
alpenglow: a reddish glow seen near sunset or sunrise on the summits of mountains.
fatuous: inanely foolish; stupid; also, llusory.
miscreant: a scoundrel, a villain; also, a heretic.
trice: an instant; a moment.
surfeit: an excessive amount; also, to supply to excess.
provender: food or provisions.
bibelot: a trinket.
gnomic: uttering, containing, or characterized by maxims.
invective: insulting or abusive language.
paterfamilias: the male head of a household; the father of a family.
land of Nod: sleep.
inhere: to be inherent.
bombast: pompous or pretentious speech or writing.
valetudinarian: a weak or sickly person.
bellwether: a leader or leading indicator.
facile: easily done or performed.
jovial: merry; joyous; jolly.
inculcate: to teach and impress by frequent repetition or instruction.
parvenu: an upstart; one newly risen in class or economic status.
choleric: easily angered; also, indicating or expressing anger.
insouciant: Marked by blithe unconcern; nonchalant.
concupiscence: lust.
nettlesome: causing irritation, vexation, or distress.
dapple: a small contrasting blotch; also, to mark with spots.
antediluvian: extremely old.

Cheering up.

It's a great thing.
What caused it in me was just realising I had friends and that I meant something in this world to at least one of them.
It seems to be that I need other human beings to give me purpose, since when you think too much, it's nearly impossible to find self-purpose.
While I'm still confused and a bit hurt, I'm getting alot better, and as I said before, the school hoilday is really good timing to help me get through things alone for a while.
On a side note: pizza is good, and so is sleep.
be seeing you.

statisticly, I'm happy for a sort time once a year...

well, back to depresstion...
I have a few things on my mind that I could make a post out of of, but they seem quite insenitive at the moment... so I'll just shut-up, since it seems like what I'm best at...
I guess I just need to be left alone for a little while... perfect timing school holiday ...>_>
be seeing you

every start to a post that I think of, I've already used (apart from this one)

it's great waking up and feeling you have a reason to live your life,
it's great no longer believing your choices were unwise,
it's great that I've done both of these things,
it's great being happy.

(ok, so I forgot my don't-post-when-happy rule >_>)

happy!

Through trianglar waves, in bottles sinking left-wards.
The postman, ever late, delivers the news.
In golden words, the bells ring out.
Through begging signals, the question is asked.

Not before, nor after the domainince of red,
Comes not a blue clam, or green will,
But a message to live for impluse,
A bright yellow flashs on the misray of dispair.

Making a glow only visable to those without reason,
A glow with such strength as to tear down walls,
Bring everything together, like the falling of dominos.
Unite that which is now broken.

Only then will the bird sing mozart,
Only then will the fallen rise,
Only then will the sun become bright once more,
Only then will we be plunged out of darkness.

A darkness so blinding, only a equally blinding flash can save us,
In this cold room full of fire, are we to sit and think nothing of the passers by?
What of the missing painting, or the falling buildings?
What are these to the blinded eye?

Lost in a web of true lies, lies the folding chair
Away from the clouds of the just, and the clear sky of the hopful
Remembering all those times left standing, is enough to make the fallen fall further
Holding nothing but a skick in the mist, the world turns it's startled head

In each a jumping chance, in each a forward glance
Looking for the carefully carefree, much like the masses on a tangent
Finding a way out, is like finding a dead trout
So look not for the spiders callings, but for the glowing eggs on the strings that weave the very web in which you stand.

It's another one of those times when I feel like keeping my thoughts to myself.

So all I'll say here is the motto that keeps this world in "order" : "Sorry, you are not a winner this time, please keep on trying!"

twice fold.

although the set up simalier, every day I get better.
due to recent events, my house is out of stupid flies, as am I.
(although I did see a fly, it wasn't doing anything I could relate to... unless you count it's jumping from wall to wall like my jumping from group to group...>_>)
I'm not been this good for over a year I can prove this by the fact that I'm falling asleep at my computer completely relaxed with any outside help.
I need to get more sleep this year, but I don't really want to.
be seeing you and goodnight.

Why I think I've picked the right uni course.

My Personal Dna Report

Well, I said I'd do it...

Results:
BBBDF
With the D being english and the F being computing, I have the three Bs I needed.
Glasgow Uni awaits me in 2007.
Next few years of my life genrally planned.
Now that all the major stuff has worked out, it's time to suffer the details.
The probable hell I'll be putting myself through.
On the other hand, it might be fun.
And on another note, there's a fly circling my broken lightblub thing... again, this seems to be what I'm doing.
I keep getting trapped in the same cycle over something long broken.
Oh well... I'm at the happy side of the cycle at the moment.
Hopefully it will prove to be a path going in a straight line upward, where m = 1.
If it equalled more, I'd go insane, if less, I'd be alright, if it were negitive, I'd be depressed.
Anyway, enough of obscure maths talk.
I found that being tired lowers my defences and I become less shy...
Sometimes good, but it might be bad one day...
Well, that's me done for a post done well before the early hours of the morning... much unlike a lot of my other posts...
Be Seeing You.

Due to the overwhilming accuracy of the last post...

I bought the book explaining the test for £29 from e-bay...
a report of changes in life will have to wait... I'll probably post tomorrow, dependent on results...
be seeing you.

Jesus... that's far too... right...

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Are You Ready?

I am a blind fish.
I saw a fly today, it bashed into the window once and then flew right out.
It was then I realised: this fly is smarter than me.
The fly made one error and then corrected itself.
I make the same errors all the time and rarely correct myself.
It's taken me a year to stop myself from making some major errors again.
Recent events have made me test myself, and I think I've not done too badly.
I'm better at life than I once was, but I still approach it as a blind fish.

this always happens... maybe I should be proud...

You scored as Female. Being mostly female by thought, is even though (still) considered inferior to masculinity in Western culture, a good thing in many ways:By definition it means that you are more creative, and sensitive towards your environment, enabling you to express yourself freely. Female 68% Either 61% Male 43% Neither 18% Should you be MALE or FEMALE?* created with QuizFarm.com

It's Still Good, it's still good!

(WARNING: All days are very confused, as in one day may be two mornings and no night.....>_>)
Day 1
I'm in uni for some reason, then I jump on the train JUST as the doors are closing. I arrive late, causing the waiting game, during which I bought £30 worth of food. After setting up my tent in the flattest place, away from the already made fire, I'm basically sure we started burning things, there was wind and the fire came back on for no real reason in the middle of the night.
Day 2
Alex, Ray and me went into brodick to get more fire supplies. I bought Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones (another £30...>_>) and we all got ice-cream... GOOD ICE-CREAM. Then began the walk to kill time. We found a shop called "The Cheese Shop" which gave out free samples of weird cheese and more importantly, IT SOLD THE ICE-CREAM. The rain then got too much and we began walking back after our random music performance and the finding of the secret room, which will always remain a secret it seems... The storm grows nearer... The string breaks... The supplies are given... The fridge is lost...
Day 3
Sunday, not many buses... and we missed most of them... so we just stayed in the camp site... I ran out of power, everyone else had at least some power, I only had my mind... my maddness begins... we gathered wood, we started a fire, it was one of our... more sucessful ones... bed followed.
Day 4
Billy and me went into brodick for a 10 miunte mission to avoid the waiting game... but we went crazy and bought £65 of food (another £30 of which was mine) then I bought lots of lighters (5 for a pound... bad me...) and bowls which I got lots of egg in... Later came the last of "normal" fire place fires, when I say normal, I mean it was meths fueled and lighter explosive... *everyone puts in bits of wood* *billy causally throws in a lighter* "BILLY!" *everyone runs*. This was the night of the clear, many a star was saw, and many a battle of made up constellations... we will always remember alex's dragonfly... I stayed out the rest of the night only to find that I was being attack by insects in the early hours of the morning.
Day 5
I go on a charge mission. I missed the first bus, so I walked for three hours into brodick, I saw a guy cut a big rock in half with a big electric saw thing. I charged things after sending a happy birthday message, then alex, ray and chris arrived to get more fire supplies and I got juice and THE ICE-CREAM. The night made a fire of super meths and lot of spiky dead wood, which hunted the camp site for the rest of the week, the meths caused some of our food to catch fire, but all was good in the end.
Day 6
Café day. I left enough for three day rovers and walked into brodick. We (everyone but billy, because he was too lazy) got a bus to the café and I bought everyone food. The bus driver we got back, taking the long route back, was crazy. He only slowed for other cars, not cliffs or turns... meaning a fun bumpy ride all the way. Then we went river walking untill I found out I can't jump, so I headed back, then I "hax-ed" the river while everyone else got wet. Insects then made us go tent ourselfs. Everone started going insane for some reason... I asked if toothpaste tasted good....ect. ect.
Day 7
I was meant to go for bread, but it was too cold, and then too late. we packed and got on the ferry after the waiting game in the sun, had a big talk about pokémon on the train, and then homewards.

Events I can't place: bulloon racing, 100 death bulloon racing, alex's GAME OF 3s!, ray having too much salt, the burning of billy's "magazine", poker with added carboard and turn based mario playing.
Be Seeing You.