*smiles*

so much done.
so much lived through.
we become one with past.
then everything falls into place.
by chance or by plan, it will work.
since each line is lengthening, each one more than the last.
I cannot go on.
not at this pace.
a year of nothing will pass.
and then it will all start again.
be seeing you, as it all resets.

I'm happy.

That is all.

And the time was 23:23.

Timing has been very odd, the past year, all on the littlest of choices. Like walking one way and not another, meaning you met someone you wouldn't have, and that could change your whole day, never mind the rest of your life.
Alot of events in my life seem to be based on timing, just one or two seconds waiting somewhere can change everything, if someone says something at a time when just don't hear it or vice-versa and ect., can change everything from cheap pizza to friendships, it's amazing what moments can do and undo.
There are hundreds of examples of this I've found.
When nothing is pre-arranged, and friend finds friend, it's all down to timing.
Big things in my life have the wrost of timing, small things have been getting better.
Tomorrow I'll need to enter a logical frame of mind, cutting off some of my emotions.
While this may help with a maths prelim, it won't help me mentain this good mood I've been having.
And let the never ending swallowing be allowed, for there is too much water.
I shall depart to the world of speechless-ness.
The world of my dreams.
Goodnight, goodbye, any remaining readers of this spot of my mind.
Still don't know why I feel like I should go on untill the end of box it gives you.
Maybe I feel I should write more, but not enough to bore.
Anyway, as long as there's no space reading going on, I'm fine.
Be Seeing You.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow.

Two hugs hurt.
Too many move.
To here and there.
Today, Tomorrow, Forever.
The ever ending stories in the never ending story.
Too many lives, So little time.
So much said, So little heard.
Behind the heads of many, Rest the unheard.
While the wind grows, The people shake.
And in the fowl deep, We will last.
We will become the voices.
Then, On nights long, Alone no longer.
Before the distant callings.
Before all the noise.
All heard all.
When power is no more.
All will be heard again, And that is all.
Be Seeing You.

Reason.

I, more offen than not, don't listen to this. I know it's better if I do somthing else, sometimes even before I start doing the first thing, yet I go along with the meaningless thing anyway.
I know I'm wrong in this a lot of the time.
And that's the reason I've had a hard time posting here.
Exactly why I can't post now.
There's too much going on in other people's lives right now.
To even think about mine, I can't do.
There's nothing happening to me anyway, nothing I can put here.
All these people who I wish I could help more than I can.
Anyway... least at last the less were lust.
be seeing you.

I would post something...

but I feel everything I say right now is... very... stupid and yeah... (see?) so... *sits and frowns* that's the mood I'm in...
*sigh* why do I keep driving people away?
again, I would say more if I didn't think most of it was pointless paranoia... reading too much into tone and/or lack of it...
I'll be better tomorrow, once I have enough energy to forget it all...
maybe I should have eaten something tonight... maybe I should... do a lot of things... but I don't, and I know I won't...
*cries*
be seeing you...

INSANE!

IT's A FUN FORM OF ESCAPING EVERYthing.... MHAHAHAHAHAHA!
yes, well, overly hyper happy mood, I've finally flip for a short time!
yay! wipy soup!
Music has come alive again after so long of not hearing anything but advert music, WOO!
Meheeheehee...
well, yes, I've just became.... woo... flying thingys....
be seeing you!

Recovered!

Well, almost, feeling well, well, so that's good... Sort of... Now I've got no excuse not to start working again... So yeah... *starts work*.
Apart from that I feel ok emotionally, so I've got nothing much to talk about since I've been disconnected from the world since chrismas eve, I've been lying in bed playing my DS and watching TV... sure the weird dreams were bad, but I'd rather not go into them here.
be seeing you